I know I sound naïve in saying maybe she wont, and know i'm putting everyone here in the position of watching me fall when I could have followed advice, but I mean I'm not like welcoming her right back into my life, I don't have trust, but I don't think I have the heart to say go away no matter how much she hurt meSarah, just think about this, what if you do let her back in and she does kit again? Think about how much it hurt the first time. Do you really want to go through this again?