Sorry to here that!! My little female passed away this morning to so I know exactly how it and you feel right now, it's soooooo hard!! at least they'll meet each other in tort heaven with fields upon fields to roam about in and eat lots of endless juicey food!!! if ya need to talk, gimme a shout!!
How sad!! I don't know how you are feeling because luckily I haven't experienced the loss but I imagine your heart is breaking! Good thoughts and strength heading your way!