I don't know where else to turn. it is late 1:30 in the night pacific time, I am crying like a baby, and I had to post somewhere, do something. I don't mean to be a burden or or anything but I had to get my feelings out somehow. She was the runt of the litter ( vet said she may not live as long as the others ) 12 years old, her momma almost did not birth her we had to basically force her to clean her up and let her live. She had been sick the past few days and my vet was out of town, she had lost a lot of weight I was expecting something like this but she died alone in the bathroom, all by herself. I kept her there under the advice of the vet who said the one other cats might be stressing her out. all alone. all alone I got to go now.