Nah don't appologise, you wouldn't have known shes a she and I forget that its not "normal" since it is to me, lol but we can get off that topic before it causes trouble.Sorry, she. But still. If she left then she isn't worth it. You a nice person. She is the one missing out. Not you.
Thanks, I seem to forget i'm a good person, I have confidence issues, especially now. I know she left so too bad to her, and I believe shes missing out, its not really that I miss her its the hole in my life since she'd been there so long.